i SHALL FORGET ABOUT THE PAST!
gosh too many things happened in april. too many. too too many
come lets talk. this like 2 week without that kid.
he came second night. the phobia i been trying to overcome for like 3 years came back.
i didnt sleep for the whole or last night. fears came back. :/
wth. i see him. i hear them say less then 1 minute all my fears and phobia came back.
now his gone yet i still keep think about it. not everybody has a prefect family bahhey. i know why he like tat. gone throught it. though not to the extreme.
fear fear fear. gosh theres a reason why i am so scared of ____&____&____.
not no reason luh. cos haiyo dun say.
have to get over it manz if not arh . im dead. hate phobia and ______.

i scared they find my blog therefore i deleted post. gosh if they found out i blogged about it. gosh. huge problem it is a _____case manz. yet i blogged. lucky i remember sia. cousin see a i die. later used as dunno what evidence sia :x (COUrt CASE) serious.
i heard on the phone again. she talked about it i closed my ears and door. didnt wanna listen.
dun wanna it to repeat.

there is like still a her :( .haiyo. going to private blog soon. aiyo still haven find her talk sia. parents give her much pressure. dun let her go out ><. just a PSLE whats why give so much pressure to her dun let her play.


aiyo stupid______problem sia. dun let me blog . cannot tell ppl. cannot say this that . shit

such a nice 1 first post.
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things that happened today!!!
choir meeting in the morning :/. sad luh sad sad sad luh.*sobs*
english was debate. i second speaker HAHAH so NOT cool . i dun even know what to say.
crapp-ed. BUt i DUN need to go for make up xD cools
PE was. HOT HOT SUN. anyway the clouds were dropping xD LOL
recess. nothing noce :/. gosh i remember bhavna tod me something .omg how they know me.
she joking rights o.0
then was amaths pop quiz was.. killing! i die-d
the geography . i listened !!! i didnt feel sleepy. *sense of achievement* xD
oh chinese was test and i did it. then slept for 15 minute or more.
tired mah. nothing better do also. checked throught handed up.
choir was for ONCE NICE AND FUN.
the mushroom where got cute luh. mine bigbig one nicer xD

WE HAVE TO GO FOR THAT VIOLIN. haiz. miss neo thought i very angry leh. she still see me slamm book. so paiseh can. then outside staff room she talk to me ask me dun angry HAHAH so malu. dun worry i not angry . i just dun like go. everyday here my sister play violin until going to faint liao. anyway i sabo laimin also so NVM =D *sighs*

I STAYED IN SCHOOL TILL 815 cool or what FIRST TIME *clapp hands*
i did my work with jeslyn doreen .
laimin hazel and daniel( ?? i dunno his name i guess only) at other table.
our table gossiping :x for a while then do work.
i did emaths english.
attempted amaths but some of the questions still dunno how to do very the chimp.
tried physic but obvious failed >__< . going to study later then attempt again . I AM SO GUAIII
and i like some idoit there stapler also dunno how to use :X WTH. i put wrg side lor .__.
the 2 ppl beside me doing cheena. all very chimp .
slowly one by one left. me and doreen became loners. waiting for the thing to end.
talking about how scary the school is a night. nobody at alll. DARK DARK
went to the piano. I PLAYED IT with many errors. =.=
left ate pastamaina . HOMED

end of story BYE

i SHALL FORGET ABOUT THE PAST!
gosh too many things happened in april. too many. too too many
come lets talk. this like 2 week without that kid.
he came second night. the phobia i been trying to overcome for like 3 years came back.
i didnt sleep for the whole or last night. fears came back. :/
wth. i see him. i hear them say less then 1 minute all my fears and phobia came back.
now his gone yet i still keep think about it. not everybody has a prefect family bahhey. i know why he like tat. gone throught it. though not to the extreme.
fear fear fear. gosh theres a reason why i am so scared of ____&____&____.
not no reason luh. cos haiyo dun say.
have to get over it manz if not arh . im dead. hate phobia and ______.

i scared they find my blog therefore i deleted post. gosh if they found out i blogged about it. gosh. huge problem it is a _____case manz. yet i blogged. lucky i remember sia. cousin see a i die. later used as dunno what evidence sia :x (COUrt CASE) serious.
i heard on the phone again. she talked about it i closed my ears and door. didnt wanna listen.
dun wanna it to repeat.

there is like still a her :( .haiyo. going to private blog soon. aiyo still haven find her talk sia. parents give her much pressure. dun let her go out ><. just a PSLE whats why give so much pressure to her dun let her play.


aiyo stupid______problem sia. dun let me blog . cannot tell ppl. cannot say this that . shit

such a nice 1 first post.
____________________________________________________

things that happened today!!!
choir meeting in the morning :/. sad luh sad sad sad luh.*sobs*
english was debate. i second speaker HAHAH so NOT cool . i dun even know what to say.
crapp-ed. BUt i DUN need to go for make up xD cools
PE was. HOT HOT SUN. anyway the clouds were dropping xD LOL
recess. nothing noce :/. gosh i remember bhavna tod me something .omg how they know me.
she joking rights o.0
then was amaths pop quiz was.. killing! i die-d
the geography . i listened !!! i didnt feel sleepy. *sense of achievement* xD
oh chinese was test and i did it. then slept for 15 minute or more.
tired mah. nothing better do also. checked throught handed up.
choir was for ONCE NICE AND FUN.
the mushroom where got cute luh. mine bigbig one nicer xD

WE HAVE TO GO FOR THAT VIOLIN. haiz. miss neo thought i very angry leh. she still see me slamm book. so paiseh can. then outside staff room she talk to me ask me dun angry HAHAH so malu. dun worry i not angry . i just dun like go. everyday here my sister play violin until going to faint liao. anyway i sabo laimin also so NVM =D *sighs*

I STAYED IN SCHOOL TILL 815 cool or what FIRST TIME *clapp hands*
i did my work with jeslyn doreen .
laimin hazel and daniel( ?? i dunno his name i guess only) at other table.
our table gossiping :x for a while then do work.
i did emaths english.
attempted amaths but some of the questions still dunno how to do very the chimp.
tried physic but obvious failed >__< . going to study later then attempt again . I AM SO GUAIII
and i like some idoit there stapler also dunno how to use :X WTH. i put wrg side lor .__.
the 2 ppl beside me doing cheena. all very chimp .
slowly one by one left. me and doreen became loners. waiting for the thing to end.
talking about how scary the school is a night. nobody at alll. DARK DARK
went to the piano. I PLAYED IT with many errors. =.=
left ate pastamaina . HOMED

end of story BYE

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